i've been considering my dads constant claim that i 'must be anemic', but wouldn't they have been able to decipher that when i had a blood test last year? i, obviously, know very little about diagnosing anemia. i am, most definitely, not willing to let anyone play with my blood at this point in time, so i will not know if the accusations are true anytime soon. for now, i suffer. what's new?
school is officially out this thursday. i'm still unsure of how that day is going to be. if i'm lucky, i won't end up crying. i hardly ever cry, but lately it's been happening a lot. moving is just so emotionally exhausting, especially if you become attatched to places and people as strongly as i do. last thursday was amanda's last day. that wasn't as hard as i thought it would be, but that's only because i didn't find out it was her last day until friday. i already miss her.
i just hope that i never forget all the kids at this school that have made my life better, brighter. i hope that the good memories, just this one time, won't fade away. that's all i want. i don't think that's asking too much.
p.s. i got dry by augusten burroughs in the mail yesterday, and i've successfully made it to page 17. it might not sound particularly impressive, but at this point in time, for me, it's amazing. i probably won't be able to get much farther anytime soon, but hey, 17 pages is a start.
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"i've also noticed that i'm losing the little skin color that i had. i think that i may be approaching 'beyond pale'. that's probably not too good, unless i intended on making a vampire freaks account."
that made me laugh a lot. i hope you're doing better. we haven't talked in forever, and you probably won't get this by the time we do talk because i'm going to text you right now. i don't think your memories of the kids at your school will fade because i know they really helped you a lot during your hard times. it's hard to forget people who play an important role in your time of need, i think. and dry was pretty good! augusten just released a new book actually... i wanted to get it but i haven't had money. anyway, love you!
i could totally be a hxc gothxcore kid, don't be h8ing :D i love you. i'm doing better. i think i've been sleeping about 16+ hours a day lately. it's insane. oh yeah, a wolf at the table right? i've heard that many augusten fans don't like it because it's surprisingly serious. according to him, he doesn't care how his hardcore fans perceive it because it's something he needed to write. i bet it will be good, or at least worth reading.
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